My first post!

This is my story. I've never done this before so bear with me! I've an awful lot going on in my life and always wanted to blog to help sort some stuff out, so I thought better now than ever.

I'm currently facing possible endometriosis, coming out of a bad depression, studying for college and juggling life. I'm scared, happy, sad, worried and fine all at the same time and just feel a bit fed up thinking about what I have to do and what everyone expects from me. I'm struggling with my faith, unsure of who I believe in anymore. I don't really care if no one reads this, it would be lovely if I did, but I'm doing this to help myself first and foremost.

So a bit about myself. I'm 20, in college, studying for an arts degree. I've a boyfriend of five years, living at home with my family and not working at all. My health is all over the place. I was just getting ready to come off my anti-depression tablets which I have been on for a year, and I get landed with this possible endometriosis.

I've always struggled with my periods but lately they are so much worse. I pass out from pain, can't stand and cry for a week and a half in agony. I couldn't stand it any more. I'm now waiting to find out where I am on a public waiting list. I'm petrified and happy at the same time. Petrified about what I'm about to face and happy I finally have an answer.

This blog is going to track how I feel during this process, and hopefully it might help me find a bit more of me as I go along. That's all for now, as I'm exhausted and going asleep.

Night