I'm currently facing possible endometriosis, coming out of a bad depression, studying for college and juggling life. I'm scared, happy, sad, worried and fine all at the same time and just feel a bit fed up thinking about what I have to do and what everyone expects from me. I'm struggling with my faith, unsure of who I believe in anymore. I don't really care if no one reads this, it would be lovely if I did, but I'm doing this to help myself first and foremost.
So a bit about myself. I'm 20, in college, studying for an arts degree. I've a boyfriend of five years, living at home with my family and not working at all. My health is all over the place. I was just getting ready to come off my anti-depression tablets which I have been on for a year, and I get landed with this possible endometriosis.
I've always struggled with my periods but lately they are so much worse. I pass out from pain, can't stand and cry for a week and a half in agony. I couldn't stand it any more. I'm now waiting to find out where I am on a public waiting list. I'm petrified and happy at the same time. Petrified about what I'm about to face and happy I finally have an answer.
This blog is going to track how I feel during this process, and hopefully it might help me find a bit more of me as I go along. That's all for now, as I'm exhausted and going asleep.
This blog is going to track how I feel during this process, and hopefully it might help me find a bit more of me as I go along. That's all for now, as I'm exhausted and going asleep.
Night
